... see past joy revived in her eyes. How
I long to go back she took both his hands.We can get through
thisI know you can. He kissed her forehead. She felt sick from
guilt, but she loved him so; why did she love him, her mind screamed.
She wanted to get away from all people, cause she was a parasite,
using others a host, but she tried to give back. She tried so hard
for everyone. And now all she did was get herself in this place.
Suddenly another well dressed business man came into the room. She
was sick of them, sick of them trying to arrange her life like a
schedule, trying to figure things out; cant they see its so
much more than regulations? That she wasnt even sure what part of
her would respond to this monkey suit man.Sorry to
interruptjust need you to sign some paperwork to confirm
tomorrows hearing. Here is also a list of people who will be
there, the jury, and his voice sounded like chalkboard nails,
so she blocked it out. Her hand signed and obeyed what words were
poured into the atmosphere. She doubted she would be ok tomorrow, ok
enough not to break down every moment, at every memory, at every
person who hurt her. Once he left, Wanda grabbed Cosmo and cried in
his shoulder. Cosmo sighed; he wished he could carry her burdens for
her, or he wished to do something more, whatever she needed, whatever
could make her feel better. He felt as lost as she w...